here we are again

is demi lovato secretly my twin sister?

i want to be mad at you, i should be mad at you, but i can't. i can't seem to get myself to say bye. i can't seem to just let it go, let us go. i can't figure out if you and i should continue, or if i should just cut it now before it turns out the way we both always saw it to be. but i can't. i like you too much. i couldn't give you up just yet, there's so much i have yet to learn, yet to figure out. but maybe this big argument is suppose to foreshadow a future event or maybe it's something that we can both learn from. and i sure as hell hope it's the latter of the two.
you're so hard to understand, it's like pulling teeth to get you to tell me how you really feel and i know i'm not any better and i'm just the same way. but i'm trying. i'm trying to not hold back, i'm trying to get this communication thing just right and i think that at this point, our lack of communication is the source of all our arguements, all our little attitudes and rages. and if we can't get that right, how can we get us right? i don't think it's possible, without communication...well there's really nothing there then.
i crave attention, i know and you know. sorry, but i'm a girl. and yeah, sometimes i just want you to tell me you care.


ok well bye, i'm too mad and frustrated to finish this.