fucking shit.

it's wednesday 12:23 in the afternoon and my 40 page paper is due in less than 6 hours and i'm freaking the shit out. fuck me, considering i've been procrastinating for weeks now andddd the paper was even posponed a week. damn me. fuck. fuck. fuck.
sorry, but i'm stressing out and i'm really doing absolutely nothing to make it go away (including not doing it). i feel like giving up, but i can't. just one more week. i can do it. hopefully.
i'm going home this weekend. it'll be a nice break, even if i still have 2 finals to study for. both of which i NEED to do good in or i'm screwed. i feel like in regards to academics, everything is going to hell. i need to straighten myself out and get my shit together.
i'm doing worse now. it just keeps getting worse and worse as the days dread on by. hopefully, i can learn to motivate myself and suck it up. i'm 19 now, i need to learn.
fine, i'll start at 12:45 :/

p.s. sorry for all the french words.